This is my life…

Well, I have been giving a lot of thought as of late in revisiting my blog, and writing some more in it.  I know that it seems to have gone out of fashion, but I liked keeping one.  The interesting thing is that I like the Sharing some thoughts in a written fashion, more as a journal than a blog, I just like the idea of having it where friends can read it.    

I also played an Idea as to what I would call my general theme would be, or if I should have one.  I didn’t have a theme before, and it made me think, more about what not to write, or write just a little too often.  So a theme would give me something to think about it, and a voice to write in. 

I am bi-polar, and have only recently fond peace with this, of a sort.  This illness has not only completely ruined my life, it has also been a blessing.  But, I have a different view on the world because of it.  Unfortunately this view is often tilted to the dark and depressed side. 

I am also suspected of having MS, but went into remission prior to a formal diagnosis.  Was formally diagnosed with two conditions that are caused by MS, so I say I have MS.

A little OCD, and some pretty bad attention deficit disorder.  All this combined, and I am what you get. 

So, my theme will be nothing more than what I think about subjects, through my eyes.  I think some of them may boarder on very personal, and some will not.. So.. Living life on a roller coaster that never keeps your attention for long, and always seems to keep you not just worried you were going to crash, but sure you are going to die in this said crash, but only when there is nothing left to fall out of the cart.. all the while leaving me overly critical of human behavior, and relationships. 

So, I will just write about the things I see and think.