Not that it matters, but I am tired. I woke up some 18is hours ago, and it was Clearly on the wrong side of the couch. My first thoughts were of a deep desire not to go anywhere, do anything, or even think.
One of those days that I would have just preferred to just disappear somewhere, or simply everyone else just go away and I just veg out.
Interesting thought, at least to me. How many adults that are missing, are truly people that just walked away one day and never looked back.
Well anyhow, here it is at 1:00 in the morning, and I am tired, but do not want to go to bed. My mind is racing, thinking about all the things that I shouldn’t think about, and sleep just is another thing that I need to do that I do not want to. I am forced to get up, go to work, go home, and now sleep. I really do not want to do anything at all, including eat and sleep.
Oh well, at some point I will simply fall asleep. Regardless, tomorrow will come if I want it to or not.
How selfish of me to think like this….
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