A few years back I decided to stop being ashamed of mood and emotion. I decided that there was a lot of good that could be found by talking about my life, and sharing it with other people. Not an original idea, I know. But It was a very liberating move on my part.
I came across this video about a month ago, and felt like sharing it. I however lost interest, and forgot about it until tonight when it was posted on a facebook page.
The thing is, for my entire life I felt I could overcome this. I felt, rather secretly that I should be able to shake it off, and get over it. I felt the need to contain the mania, and hide the depression. I so wish I could have been the one to claim these words, but I will let Stephan Fry have the credit.
I can say, I love the weather analogy as he give it. It has been told to me before, but the way he said it clicks better. And, I can relate to so many of these things. The pain experienced for starters, that story is almost enough right there. And, I would be afraid to push the button anymore. What would be left of me if I did it is the only thing I can count on, sad to think that the only think I can plan on is mood swings..lol
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